I mean, I tended to (at least in the past) now that I’m an adult I try my best to smile and put on a good front, but I tended to just exude very dark and gothic characteristics, and even looked it. Everything about me, my dark/black clothes/shoes, my stare, my face..just everything about me was sinister in a sense, like freddy krueger ish, without the burnt skin, and in a way I kinda liked it because it made me stand out and define me. It was really cool but what I noticed was that it scared people and made me the weird guy.

They basically thought I was just "crazy, out of it, insane, had mental problems, satanic, shady, bad guy, drug dealer, serial k9ller," whatever the negative attribute, i was called it.

But little did they all know….I was just playing up a role because it was just so natural to me, and I enjoyed it.

It’s funny because I can go out there dressed like I just walked out of a comedy movie with the smiles and all, and everyone loves me.

So why do people get so naturally turned off, scared and defensive towards "dark" figures, even if its an act?
I’ve had people call me a freak, a creep, shady, crazy, all sorts of thigns; some people even felt bad for me.

Just because I decided to not go with the norm and what not.

I wasn’t even as BAD as marilyn manson!

And he’s not even scary!

(to me at least)

But still, this type of gothic like stuff just seems to really frighten people.

Don’t they get it’s just an act, a phase,..or just something that defines you at that moment? It’s like art in a sense.
Do people think that just because we look a certain way that we’re going to now suddenly bl03 up the country or something?

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