ok i got a problem.

hi my names logan im 17. i think my gf is a lil crazy. it all started one sunday a few months ago when we went out to eat. i told her she looked pretty. she told me i looked tasty. whatever.

but then a couple days later at her house she bit me. hard. and it hurt! she told me i would make a fantastic meal, that i would be complete with some mashed potatoes n gravy. so she took it out of the cabinet and poured it on me. i just stood there. it was soooo scary, but i thought maybe she was just jokin. no sir. bye bye pinky toe…

now every time we hang she will try to eat me. it so scary!!!1!!! i don’t have th e courage to tell her no, so i just pretend that i am ok. i’m notttt!!!!1!!!!!!1!!!!11! i dont know what to do because everytime i ask her what she wants to do she say "shut up dinner no talk back" idk if its these vampyre shows or WHAT, it is just cray cray i tell ya. PLZ HELP ME

she ate my best friend tim yes she did. she told me the voices are telling her too. i pretend to hear them and agree but i don’t hear them… maybe i’m delusional. idk i feel bad. but at least i don’t have to take her out to dinner any more.

she really really really like little shop of horrors too. she makes me watch it every time we hang out. i dont know why she likez talkin plants its prety weird if you ask me.

so basically, i’m gettin eaten alive here and it sure aint mosquitoes. PLZ HELP IDK WHAT TO DOOOOOOO!

i can’t think of a halloween costume! halloween is in 2 days, and i can’t think of anything! i know the usual ‘gothic fairy’ and ‘bunch of grapes’ costumes, but i want something that no one can think of! i really like the idea of the ‘charmin bear’ and it’d be so cute if my best friend wasn’t going as it. i’d really like to be something like the charmin bear, like a really cute animal, or the morton salt girl (other friend is going as too..), i guess from the commercials on t.v. thank you so much for your help!

Ok so me and my cousin and my sister and my boyfriend and my best friend all wanna watch scary movies but we dunno which ones to watch. We like new scary movies, not those old classic horrors ya know. We are watching The Eye but we need a couple more. Please help and if i chose the movies you give me then you get the best answer!!! LOLZZZZZZZZ
George and Eric you suck.

My best friend and I are feuding over who’s hotter. I say Chace Crawford….what do you think?

Well My best friend’s boyfriend is fine as fuck and she doesnt trust him around me for some reason.im 13 he is like 14 or 15.But i just wanted to know does he really like me?Once before they were going out me and max(my bestfriends boyfriend) we were playing and he let me touch his peice(if you know what i mean)and i almost got to the part of sucking it.he had his pants down and his boxers but my mama was coming up stairs.So we snuck him out the front door.that night he came back over and they ended up going out.He never looks me in the face.and he always calls me a hoe and says im fat.but in a playful way.And yesterday when we went to the mall he was holding my hand and bre’s(my bestfriend)hand.And when my friend imani,who was at the mall with us,saw us she said it really loud and we both denied it.And he gave me his bracelet but said he wanted it back like in a few days.Im not sure if all this is just being nice or if he really does like me.

please help.Please dont say you shouldnt be dating your bestifriends boyfriend or you are to young……ect. OKAY???OKAY!!!

here is a pic of me > http://i988.photobucket.com/albums/af3/nerdzlikegeekz/gothic.jpg
the second pic is kinda ugly http://i988.photobucket.com/albums/af3/nerdzlikegeekz/quaewww002-1.jpg

this is what i got so far.. please tell me what ya think!!
oh i need a title too

I will never forget the day the Vampire Warriors found us. I tried so hard to protect Violet but they were too strong. They took her right out of my arms. They wouldn’t listen to what any of us said because its widely accepted that vampires cant have babies. So they took my baby sister, and sent me and Melanie back to school.
“Clarissa, I’m scared” Melanie whispered on our way back to the Vampire School.
“I know Melanie, I know” I said.
“There’s no way we won’t be punished for this. They already persecuted your mom because they think she Changed her.”
It’s a vampire law that we can’t Change human babies because they always go out of control. “I know.” I said.
“Claire?”
“Yeah, Mel?”
“Promise we’ll be okay” she said and looked down
“I won’t let anything happen to us. I promise.” Melanie is my best friend and we’d do anything for each other- no matter what the consequence. That’s why she helped me get Violet out of that school before they could get to her. Obviously we didn’t get out long enough to get far away. We’d only gotten to town before they found us.
It only took us 10 minutes to get back to Highgate Academy a.k.a. the vampire school. Well, so much for getting away from there.

“Claire, I can believe you would do this, but why did you have to get Melanie involved” Headmistress Zairian said. “I’m not going to expel you two this time- but you will be under very close watch. Melanie, meet Virgil” She motioned to a tall, tan Vampire Warrior. “He will be your escort to classes, your dorm, and to meals.”
“Hello, Melanie” he said very respectfully.
“And, Claire, meet Damen. He will be your escort.” She motioned to a tall, tan, hot warrior.
“Hello Claire” Damen said.
“Okay,” Zairian said, “now yall’ can leave”
I really hate her! I thought at Mel.
I know its okay. We’ll be okay. She thought back
Melanie and I can communicate through our minds. It’s kind of weird and very unusual, but, very useful. We don’t really know how it happened but we’re grateful it did. Nobody but us knows we have it.
We went our separate ways since we don’t live in the same dorm anymore, and Damen and I started talking.
“So,” he started “What really happened”
“Well, my mother got pregnant and gave birth to my baby sister, Violet. My mom was a vampire, so it’s supposed to be impossible, but it happened”
“Wow!”
“Yeah, they persecuted her right after she gave me the baby and told us to run and get away before they took her. I already miss mom, and I wish they’d give Violet back to me since I’m all she has.”
We were walking slowly now and I was growing anxious walking beside him. Our arms brushed for a second and I can swear I felt a jolt of electricity go through my body.
“You know,” He said, “I used to have a baby sister.”
“Really?”
“Yeah. But she died. It was before I was Changed into this.
“Oh, I’m so sorry”
“Its okay. It was 10 years ago, when I was 12. I was turned when I was eighteen.”
“Oh” he said nothing more so I decided to see how Mel was. Another thing about us is that we can see through each others’ eyes. Like we are the other person. Again, it is weird but useful.

okay thanks … please tell me what you think!!:)

Okay, today we had a field trip to do community service and clean out trails at this hiking place in my town. My boyfriend never looks at other girls besides me, and I’m not saying that to sound snotty. We have been going out for two years and we talk about marriage etc. Well, I’m also about 5 weeks pregnant. I just found out yesterday morning. He doesn’t know yet, yesterday I couldn’t find the nerve to tell him in school, and he had a lax game after school in a town 2 hours away. And he wasn’t home until about 11 pm. And I was half asleep watching Grey’s Anatomy, and I didn’t feel it was right to make him come over or call. Anyways, field trip today. We sat together on the bus and held hands and kissed and all that voo doo. Then when we were cleaning the trails this girls Aoura wouldn’t give him an inch of space. I was sitting on the ground with my best friend playing with a toad we found in the road, and I saw then she was like playfully shoving him and laughing. I was like wtf? So I put the toad down, and went over to him. He was holding my saw (we had to cut dead trees) and I said "Thanks hun :)". Then I kinda peeked at her, and she gave me the nastiest look. Then I grabbed my boyfriend and we went to saw somewhere else. And, its not usually like me to act like that, but I just got so jealous. And guess what? She followed. wtf?! Then they started walking side by side because the trail was thinning, and I was behind them. She kept playfully shoving him and was like "Ohh, you have a bug in your hair" and then she ran her hand through his hair. NOT like she was smacking a bug. And then she almost fell off the side of the trail (lol) and he grabbed her hand and said "woah, are you okay?". I didn’t think much of it but she did it THREE MORE TIMES. And shes some creepy redhead gothic girl. Which is weird, because my boyfriend is a big sports guy jock. And so am I. But I can’t stop getting jealous. And, I’m pregnant. And I feel like I can’t bring myself to tell him. I love him, and if he doesn’t love me anymore, I don’t want to ruin his life. I’m scared, jealous, and throwing up, and I have no clue what to do. Please help me.

BTW- We’re 15, and the goth chick is 14 but in our grade.

Okay, today we had a field trip to do community service and clean out trails at this hiking place in my town. My boyfriend never looks at other girls besides me, and I’m not saying that to sound snotty. We have been going out for two years and we talk about marriage etc. Well, I’m also about 5 weeks pregnant. I just found out yesterday morning. He doesn’t know yet, yesterday I couldn’t find the nerve to tell him in school, and he had a lax game after school in a town 2 hours away. And he wasn’t home until about 11 pm. And I was half asleep watching Grey’s Anatomy, and I didn’t feel it was right to make him come over or call. Anyways, field trip today. We sat together on the bus and held hands and kissed and all that voo doo. Then when we were cleaning the trails this girls Aoura wouldn’t give him an inch of space. I was sitting on the ground with my best friend playing with a toad we found in the road, and I saw then she was like playfully shoving him and laughing. I was like wtf? So I put the toad down, and went over to him. He was holding my saw (we had to cut dead trees) and I said "Thanks hun :)". Then I kinda peeked at her, and she gave me the nastiest look. Then I grabbed my boyfriend and we went to saw somewhere else. And, its not usually like me to act like that, but I just got so jealous. And guess what? She followed. wtf?! Then they started walking side by side because the trail was thinning, and I was behind them. She kept playfully shoving him and was like "Ohh, you have a bug in your hair" and then she ran her hand through his hair. NOT like she was smacking a bug. And then she almost fell off the side of the trail (lol) and he grabbed her hand and said "woah, are you okay?". I didn’t think much of it but she did it THREE MORE TIMES. And shes some creepy redhead gothic girl. Which is weird, because my boyfriend is a big sports guy jock. And so am I. But I can’t stop getting jealous. And, I’m pregnant. And I feel like I can’t bring myself to tell him. I love him, and if he doesn’t love me anymore, I don’t want to ruin his life. I’m scared, jealous, and throwing up, and I have no clue what to do. Please help me.

BTW- We’re 15, and the goth chick is 14 but in our grade.
Yeah, I am. And super hormonal right now so please don’t judge me. I want to have the fetus removed, but its against my religion, so idk what to do.
And if your just gonna judge me like that, please don’t answer.

i have two which i am trying to persuade.

#1–A girl is trying to isolate herself from everyone in the world except her family and best friend, because she is afraid that if she lets anyone get close, they will die on her like her dad. She meets a boy on a plane ride back home and starts falling in love with him at school. She’s frustrated cause he’s so damn mysterious and because he is purposely hiding something from her. She is forced to jump off a balcony and wakes up in a hospital, disorientated. She sees the boy and he explains that there is a secret society of vampires and all other mythological creatures plus more. he also reveals that she is a rare half-blood who has inherited every trait from every creature in the society and that she has been resurected every couple of years. She then has to train her abilities to kill a vampire who is threatening to kill her again. The vampy turns out to be her deceased father who had been in love with his daughter the first time she was born. Only that she cant remember that lifetime because of a spell her dad cast on her and everyone involved with her. She then kills him with a shape-shifting scythe and finally survives.

#2–A girl named Echo is a gothic vampire hunter who just killed a vampire in her final test. She is sent on a mission in the dangerous parts of town where she is robbed and hurt, since she refuses to hurt humans. A little boy finds her and takes Echo back home to be taken care of by his family. Echo meets a loving poor family and is treated warmly by everyone while she visits. She meets a boy, Ricky, the eldest son, and hangs out with him and Ricky’s siblings. Then Ricky offers to take her home. When they stop by for gas, they almost get robbed again, except that a swarm of bugs suddenly come out and eat the flesh and blood of the humans. Echo, freaked out, quickly destroys the evidence of bodies with some special acid and captures one of the bugs that had died. Ricky comes back and they leave. Echo asks to stop by her boyfriend, Jared’s house. She gives the bugs to Jared, the son of the leader of the vampire hunters, and leaves with Ricky to go back home. When she gets back in the car, Ricky and her have a long talk about dating people that they actually like, since he notices how Echo acts strangely when reffering to Jared, who she hasnt ever loved. She explains that love doesnt always matter and that sometime the right thing does, since she knows that everyone is happy because Jared and her are together. Echo ponders the conversation that night, very confused about her feelings, and the next day goes back to school as if nothing had happened. She discovers Ricky in two of her classes and hangs out with him for the remainder of the day. Over the next month, she breaks up with Jared and falls in love, gets together with Ricky. Two weeks later, Ricky misses school for a couple of days and then returns with a strange new attitude. Echo is suspicious for a week and then one day catches Ricky drinking someone’s blood. She’s startled that he’s a vampire and then without knowing it, runs into a vampire populated zone, where she is turned into a vampire. But it turns out that the vampys are the cause for the deadly bugs terrorizing the humans, so it becomes a bigger threat. When she wakes up, she and Ricky argue and then he helps her figure out a plan to kill the vampires who captured her so that she can escape. (im not going into detail of the fight). Then Ricky realizes that Echo is miserable as a vampy and offers to turn her back. She accepts and without knowing it, ends up killing Ricky, because to change a vampy back to a human, you need a vampy sacrifice. Echo cries and then Ricky’s sister Tess shows up. She says that she knows a way to bring Ricky back from the dead, but it will put her life in danger. She still accepts. (that’s where i wanna end it because i want a sequal :))

What do you think?

and please spare me, cause i LIKE vampies. if you dont, then that’s your problem, not mine.

I also need a name for her human best friend (also a girl)

And a couple of surnames. Normal for human, mysterious for vampire.

first off i need a title…
i was thinking nightfall, vampire diaries (unfortunetley already taken…so moving on), blood legacy, heartbeat, dead to the world…idk, have any ideas?

but i also need help on the story line. so far there’s 5 characters and each of my friends are writing their character’s point of view. (we started the story from bordness) and elizabeth kisses skye, but at the end of the chapter he says ‘I’ve got her right where i want her’, and elizabeth’s brother, october, gets in a fight with him-beacuse thats his sister but skye is his best friend. but we havent come up with a reason why skye would do that yet?!
I need help to figure out how they became vampires…i was thinking some stranger (BOSS …w/e…)gave them the opportunity to collect spirits/souls in return for their greatest desire….but I DONT KNOW!…help…O_O
i like you guys, we got some good answers over her…i dont know how im going ot choose

I have the introduction - what do you think?
She looked at me, into my eyes, and then backed away. I stepped calmly towards her with my hands open as if pleading innocent. She backed further and tumbled over a log that had fallen over. Automatically I bent down to help her but something stopped me still in my tracks. Her high pitched scream. “I promise I wont hurt you – just let me explain…”
“Get away from me!”. A silence crept upon us, but not the usual awkward silence, a silence meaning for me to back away. “I said get away from me!” she screamed. She carefully picked herself up off the cold icy ground.
“Like I said, I won’t hurt you – I promise. Please, you’re my best friend just let me explain…” but that is when she backed away further, she cautiously turned her shoulders away from me but kept facing me all the same.
“Please, don’t hurt me!” she yelled then turned on her feet and ran as quickly as she could.
“Wait!” I called after her but I knew that running after her would scare her further…

I have written a lot more but I wanted to see if my style of writing seemed OK to you or childish. the audience I am aiming at is teens and young adults - so young adults and teens, please comment! here is the beginning: comment and feel free to IM me for more info (I NEVER check my mail sorry)
anyway, here is the beginning so far:

Chapter 1 A rude awakening

Suddenly I saw colors – of course, everything was blurred. “What happened?” I wondered aloud to myself as I came round. I had a piercing pain in my head – oh great, a headache. Suddenly I saw a passer by next to me.
“Oh my goodness, are you ok?” she asked. She was fairly tall with brown pasty hair tied back into a loosened ponytail.
“Uhm… I don’t know…” I mumbled. Suddenly I stared at her. Something abut her smelt divine! It smelt so good I could nearly taste it. I stood up half feeling as if I was in a trance and suddenly a monster came across me. I stepped with my hands held high and stumbled towards the lady.
“What are you doing?!” she asked, and then she legged it, so I legged it after her. “Wow!” I thought to myself – Id only been running a second and I was already in front of her.
She let out the highest scream I’d ever heard and suddenly I snapped out of it. I looked at the ground and saw a body – her body! Then I realized that taste in my mouth – ever so delicious. I put my fingers and pressed it softly on my lips – blood. Blood?!? – I was shocked. Then I felt my teeth – two longer and sharper daggers were where my canine teeth had been. Suddenly a tourist came by.
“What happened?!” he asked me in disgust. That smells, that glorious delicious smell, and suddenly I snapped out of it for the second time.
Two bodies lay on the floor this time. Both drained of blood. It was nearly as if I had gone to sleep and woken to find I this – suddenly I remembered what had happened.

I felt so powerful, so energetic, so… disgusted with myself. “Aaah!” I screamed. What had I done? That’s when I realized it. “Vampire” I whispered to myself as I swallowed hard. I then knew that I couldn’t go home. So I sent a letter to my parents telling them that I was fine and that it was time for me to move out (even though I wasn’t planning on moving anytime soon up to this point).

Dear Mother and Father.
Don’t worry about me. I am fine. My time has come and I am moving out. Please don’t try and contact me – it would just hurt you more. I will contact you again soon. I just need to figure out my life and I think I know where to go to do that.
I know by doing this I may be hurting you and I mean not to hurt you, but I honestly know this is the right choice.
Good luck and warm regards

Daniel x

But rather than send my letter, I tucked in into my satchel bag for future use and walked away. I then began jogging, and then running. “What is wrong with me?”
Suddenly I realized I had arrived in the mountains. “Wow, I must have run ever so fast – the speed, it was… it was…” suddenly I swallowed my spit. “Immortal”. That was enough for me so I laid down and tried to get comfy, suddenly I and had fallen asleep on a rock. I woke to see hikers in the distance.

That’s when I smelt it again – the smell that sends a shiver down your spine as it is so delicious – that is the only time I could think of it at the time. Suddenly I shook my head. “This is wrong” I told myself. “This is wrong!”.
Of course, my loud cries for help and irony had distracted the hikers from their trek up the mountain and they began walking towards me. “Don’t act unusual” I told myself. “I can’t let anyone know”. Suddenly they called out.

thanks, - Ill write more after I get some ideas. here are some points I have already decided on:
the main character / newborn vampire is called Daniel
Daniel was turned after sneaking out of home and into the woods. he was depressed and high on drugs at the time - basically a little

Like my best friend keep saying stuff to me about my costume because i have a short skirt, fishnets, and heeled boots. She keeps say that im doing to be slutty which is not true all of the stuff im wearing came out of my closet. Also besides that im being a vampire and vampires are suppose to be sexy and seductive right? but i just want to know if im doing this all wrong or what……
and also im wear ripped up pantie hose underneath ripped up fishnet my boots come up to my knees so the only things thats really showing is my thighs kinda and i have a black cape that im wear so if i bend over its not like my stuffs going to be hanging out you know.

Hi! Well my best friend is dressing up as barbie for halloween, (Im dressing up as gothic fairy) I have my costume all ready, so I wanted to help her get hers ready.
So I came up with this dress? http://www.boohoo.com/FashionClothing/index.php?id=AZZ93893&code=AZZ93893-155-18&size=10&color=PINK
is it barbie like? She has the perfect shoes and make-up and wig but the dress is the main problem. I dont want her to have good everything else and a bad dress. If u think this isnt right can you please find a different one. (IN THE UK!) And for about under £10? Thanks x

A character in my book, named Victoria, Is the main character’s best friend. She eventually becomes a vampire in book 5 (Origins), and is prematurely unaware of her power in previous books until it fully begins to take over. The result of her full potential is deadly. There is also a character in Twilight named, "Victoria" (James’ Lover), and she continues to hunt after Bella throughout New Moon and Eclipse.

Do you think I’d possibly get sued? Or maybe just not until the fifth book would be published?

I’ve been writing my book for three years now (beginning in 2006), and have been writing it TWO YEARS before I even knew about Twilight (Early 2008).
Her nickname is Vicky. She’s a skater-ish girl and wears a red beanie all of the time, until book 5 until she begins to act a little too…stiff.

Chapter 1
My name is Amy Hills. My best friend is Scott Walton. Good, now that you know what matters; let’s get to my story…
My best friend, Scott, is a descendent of the Chow’an’s.
You probably have never heard of the Chow’an’s before. And neither did me, when he told me.
He said that “Chow’an’s are human-like creatures that are powerful.”
I thought Scott was playing around. He normally is, but not this time.
“Expand on powerful.”
He thought long, and hard. Then he looked at me, and sighed. “I probably shouldn’t tell you but I already started,” he mumbled. “I can see threw things. I can sleep, but I never get tired. I-I also can fly, and I hear certain thoughts when I concentrate really hard. Oh, and I can transform into anything. All Chow’an’s can do that.” He smiled his hot smile. That is what I call it when he shows all his gorgeous white teeth, and uses his hotness to make you accept him.
“Scott…” I said. I looked up at him. Fully taking on his height, and staring directly in his dark black eyes, tan completion, and noticeably light pink mouth. I didn’t say much but my careful voice said everything.
“I’m not crazy, Am—“(Short for Amy.) He took the hood off his black hoodie. He took off his shirt, and then, slowly, he stripped down to his boxers. He jumped onto a tree, and started climbing it like a monkey. I saw a small figure at the very top, it jumped, and instead of falling, it flied. Scott was flying! Then after he flew for just a minute. He started falling. But as he landed he was no longer Scott. He was a mighty Lion standing right before me. He growled, and then he spins so quick it was a blur. A large Great Dane was there. He grabbed the cloths in his dog mouth and ran off, on four legs, into the large patch of woods.
He left me standing alone, and I did not chase after him. I sat down in the dirt, tracing my name, in the thick white sand. Thinking intensely about him. Wow! He was a “Chow’an”! And Chow’an’s are real. But he was like-like a myth. An unknown myth, in an enchanted world.
When I was a little girl I used to love myths. I read all kinds of books about wizards, fairies, and vampires. And I especially loved movies and books about shape shifters. He was like a shape shifter. Human, then lion, and then a Great Dane. It was all like magic, back then.
But now is now. I learned they were not real, and that they never would be. I grew up, and became the average teen girl, that you would expect. But I guess I was wrong about them not being real. But, anyways, back to me…
I am 17 years old. I live in Coolidge, Georgia, with an exact population of 552. Sadly, it is small but are neighboring towns are huge. My full name Is Amy Mariah Hills, but I mostly just go by Am. I don’t have many friends here. I have only been here for three months. It’s all my step mothers fault. She hates big cities, like New York. That’s where I moved from.
Scott really is my only friend here, which is why I automatically called him my best friend. He is gorgeous, and tall, but ever since I’ve been here, nobody has talked to him. I don’t really know why. But it seems like he is avoiding them more than they are him. I just hope I didn’t do this to him.
I looked around, and I noticed Scott was back. Except he was back in a lion form. He was right over me. And he was towering over me, for sure. He growled, and showed his canine teeth. This time he really did look scary.
I got up, and tried to back off. But I felt the bottom of my jeans rip. The lion had grabbed them. I started to run, but it followed. Jumping on my back, and I fell to the sand ground. Only now I was surrounded by mythical things everywhere. A vampire was hanging upside down, like a bat. A fairy was sitting in the air. Her eyes were black, and so was her outfit. She looked like a gothic fairy. A bunch of beautiful girls, who all looked the same, watched me. Clones. But I was still battling Scott, trying to get him off. Screaming and yelling, pushing, and shoving. But I was weak.
I screamed, and yelled. But my voice became sore, and I could barely whisper with my horse tone. “HELP. HELP. SOMEBODY HELP ME.”
I heard a distant, unfamiliar voice. “Amy? Amy? AMY!!!” They were desperately calling for my name.
My whole body began to shake, and I closed my eyes. The huge lion bit down on my shoulder, and it itched and burned. I screamed, even my sore throat couldn’t stop me from that. The pain was intolerant, and the myths had won. Tears ran down my cheeks, and slid down my face, but I kept my eyes closed. I shake more, and I felt a sad feeling of relief.
“Amy? Amy? Amy?” The distant voice went on and on. I guess hoping for some way to find me.
But my only response was not my voice. My voice hurt too much to say anything, now.
Knowing, I had to face them all, I opened my eyes, and Scott, in human form, was there all alone. He looked mad, and careful, but sad all at the same time. His hands grasped my small shoulder, and I grabbed onto h

im a 13 year old female. things i love: love itself(lesbian)
cellos
neo classical music
roses (black/red/blue)
the color white because it can absorb and form into any color without a change
and vampires. i find them beautifully romantic. i am a lesbian like i said but the bloodthirst, dominance, mystic beauty, darkness, passion, rebellion, love, seductive controlling beautiful fantasy creatures. i am not a psycho but i am crazily obsessed with them. no one knows much about me. at school im the loudmuthed one without a friend in the world. but in my heart i feel like im in love with someone, there is no one but my life is full of fantasies . i want a girlfriend who i can whole heartedly care about. unendlessly, passionatly, with no fights, pur love. i feel like i have this but i have no one. i have myself. is this just extreme love for myself. i constantly worry. and i dont have a loving familey. infact i have the most disfunctional family i know. i feel extreme pain to care for someone. but i dont want a friend. i never had friends. there were people that act like my best friend just to see what retarted things i say/do and then tell there real friends. i hate that. but i just want 1 soulmate. i do not need a therapist and im not mentally ill.
i long to be that vampire. i wish i was that beautiful vampire i described. maybe i could use this pain to write? i dont know. please help

So, I dreamed that I was a hobo-vampire and lived in a cardboard shack in my grandma’s back yard. Then I bit a little girl and my grandma saw me through the window and called the police. So I folded up my cardboard shack and ran away. Then I set it up again in my best friend’s back yard. Am I crazy or what?

Still looking for more opinions…and I’m sorry if it seems like I’m writing a book. This is important to me. Its cool if its not important to you, but it could happen to anyone. So if you don’t feel like "reading a book" to help someone out, please move on…

Last New Years Eve I was working a 16 hour shift from 4pm to 8am the next morning. I knew that she had gone out drinking with her best friend the night before (her best friend is a female) and that was cool, I had no reason really to not trust her. Still, I had noticed a crown royal bag with 6 condom in it in the bedroom. New Years morning, I came home to find all of her clothes, underwear and all in the living room (and she had been wearing a very revealing gothic outfit the night before). I proceeded to check the condoms and sure enough one was missing… I then ended up finding a seemingly recently used condom in the trashcan beside the bed along with the wrapper, which proved to me that it was of the same kind that was in the crown royal bag.There were other condoms in there too, along with the wrappers though they were older and of a different brand. I asked her about all ot this evidence and she simply said that she had been cleaning under the bed and that it was from before she met me (which was a lie because she had said she’d only slept with two other guys…that one made it three). She said that one was missing because she had given it to her best friend. Since then I’ve also found out that she works at least part time as a manager at wendy’s and yet she supposedly has a full time job as a supervisor at a mental health clinic and she also takes classes at a local college… I called her on the job thing, asking if she had two jobs. At first she said no, but when I brought up proof, she admitted to working part time at wendy’s and full time at the clinic… She then got very angry and defensive and said that there cant be love without trust and that she wouldn’t be "spying and confronting me" but she would simply trust me… Yesterday I found some condoms again, in a older purse that she has…yet the expiration date on the condoms is 1/2012…. Additionally she says shes a nymphomaniac and yet she isn’t interested in sex a all now…we’ve had sex once in over two weeks. Am I just being paranoid or do I have reason to believe she’s cheating? And what should I do about it? Ive been thinking I should just play dumb and continue my observations until I have real evidence. I just dont want to accuse her for no reason if she’s really just working two jobs and going to college. I want to trust her and I dont want to risk destroying what could be a beautiful relationship… But what should I do?

ok, i am into bright cute clothes, and so is my best friend. a lot of people at my school wear gothic, emo clothes, in which i HATE. no offense to anyone tho. when i go to school, people make fun of me because i wear these cute candy colored clothes. i don’t wear these colors everyday, because sometimes i wear dark colors too, but like everyone at my school wears like total black and stay away from me (and make fun of me) because i don’t wear the same style as them. Practically 95% of my grade wears total black. what do i do???

me and my best friend wanna make a video, but my camera doesnt record sound, so i just wanted a soundless video and add music to it later, then get colours so that we flash and stuff….can someone please help me?!?!? i need to know b4 halloween! plzz

I have pale skin and dark brown eyes, not black.And i have my hair touching my shoulder. Dark brown to black hair. I want to find cullen type colored contacts that would make my eyes real light. this whole thing is for an up coming birthday party that my best friend is having. What should I do…and how should I dress.

Okay here’s how it goes…My mom works with a girl at work her nephew she loves very much he had a anyoying girlfriend (she was 12 he was 14 they called her Princess or Princess of Darkness she was gothic or something) we’ve met once and talked on the phone for 2 weeks we met last sunday btw he borke up with his girlfriend before he even got my number. We’ve racked up like 2000+ Free minutes on the phone so far in 2 weeks. We are totally the same we like trhe same things do the same things he’s cute he thinks im cute, but i cannot get him to admit fully that he likes me he’ll only like half admit it. I’m going over to his house again on Sunday so we can hang out all day.
There is an age difference between us though a little under 11 months he will be 15 on thursday I will be 16 July 29th.
How can i get him to ask me out on a date and to admit that he likes me
Btw we go to differnent schools.
I know he kinda likes me b/c yesterday i was talking to my best friend on AIM and him on the phone and she asked me if he liked me and I was like idk i think so and i kinda read it aloud and he was like was that aimed at me…or are you reading aloud and i said ohh sorry i was reading aloud then he said like under his breath so far i kinda do… but he like said it so i could only hear it if i was really listening.
And BTW ive only met his family once and they love me a TON more then his ex. and i do for a call from him any minute he usually calls about now so i know he’s interested. He wont go a night unless he’s at his grandparents w/o calling me (he loses signal out there so he can’t always call)

I’m writing a story about a girl who’s half vampire half werewolf. I’ve labeled them one and two. Chronologically one comes first but I was thinking that I could write one as a prequale to one. Here are the plots.

ONE: In one the lead character is thinking that she is a mere werewolf when she starts to show her vampire traits. She isolates herself from everyone to hide her new found powers. As a result of being half and half she has a difficult time controlling her need to attack humans (FYI she’s a sophmore in high school). Since she lives in a community full of vampires and werewolves she has access to blood she can drink and suffices her need to attack until she meets Carmen. Carmen plays her little sister in the play she is in so they spend a lot of time together. Morgan suffers greatly and comes close to attacking her a couple of times - but holds herself in check until Carmen is out of her reach. One day Morgan snaps and attacks the first person she sees - her best friend. As a result Marcus (the best friend) becomes her frame (a part vampire whose a slave to the head vampire). Marcus by his own free will choses to let Morgan feed off of him to let Carmen live. All goes fine until Morgan and Carmen start to become close friends - every time Morgan sees her it gets harder for her to control herself. The permire night of the play Carmen tells Morgan that she has never had a better friend then her before - Morgan snaps and kidnapps Katy and takes her to a remote spot. Morgan is stopped just in time by Marcus (who can home in on her) and a doctor who specializes in hybreds (a half and half). Everyone finds out Morgan’s secret and Katy is replused and stops talking to Morgan. Morgan goes threw a depersion periods as Katy graduates and never talks to her again until one night she gets a letter from Katy saying she would like to still be friends. Morgan then embraces her new abilties.

TWO: Morgan is a senior in High School and has learned to control herself, but hasn’t talked to Katy since the end of her summer as a sophmore. Morgan has become eaily the most powerful person in her school, as a personal choice she doesn’t make friends with pure humans. Morgan has also discovered that she is devolping the traits of an elder (a vampire who becomes the head of a clan and has extra powers that enabled her to control a family) Morgan’s family is very proud that an elder came out of a hybred and Morgan takes up a role of leadership.
As her senior year progresses she senses a dark creature stalking a pure human, Morgan starts to keep vigil over the girl, until one day the thing attacks outside the school after everyone is gone, Morgan saves the girl and drives off the thing. Morgan takes the girl back to estate to prevent her from being harmed.
In the night Morgan finds the thing - kills it, but is bit by it in the process. The next night Morgan looses her discretion after dark and ends up attacking and killing several deer and horses this goes on for a week, until Morgan is captured by a group of vampires and give her a vaccine. They tell her that a dark-seeker was bit her and that the girl was being presued by dark-vampires, vampires that have commited sins and are no longer capable of living in the day. They also tell her that she is a Keeper or a light-vampire that protects humans from darks. Morgan in a rampage refuses to believe them and takes off.
Morgan finds herself protecting Hannah at every oppertunity from catching her as she falls down the stairs, to when she is almost hit by a car. Morgan seeks out the Keepers and they tell her it is in her instinct to protect those presued by darks (called Hunters). They tell Morgan to defend the girl as they hunt for the Hunter clan trying to get her.
Morgan ends up becoming friends with the girl and kills the elder of the Hunters, but not before being bit by him). Morgan turns Hannah, and then tracks down Katy, but before Katy can be bit a Keeper bites Morgan turning her back.
Morgan once again severes ties with her victim never speaking to Hannah again (who was vaccinated by the Keepers and turned back). Morgan decides to drop out of High School and earases her identiy and becomes part of the Keepers.
In two I mean Morgan presues Carmen not Katy

Last New Years Eve I was working a 16 hour shift from 4pm to 8am the next morning. I knew that she had gone out drinking with her best friend the night before (her best friend is a female) and that was cool, I had no reason really to not trust her. Still, I had noticed a crown royal bag with 6 condom in it in the bedroom. New Years morning, I came home to find all of her clothes, underwear and all in the living room (and she had been wearing a very revealing gothic outfit the night before). I proceeded to check the condoms and sure enough one was missing… I then ended up finding a seemingly recently used condom in the trashcan beside the bed along with the wrapper, which proved to me that it was of the same kind that was in the crown royal bag.There were other condoms in there too, along with the wrappers though they were older and of a different brand. I asked her about all ot this evidence and she simply said that she had been cleaning under the bed and that it was from before she met me (which was a lie because she had said she’d only slept with two other guys…that one made it three). She said that one was missing because she had given it to her best friend. Since then I’ve also found out that she works at least part time as a manager at wendy’s and yet she supposedly has a full time job as a supervisor at a mental health clinic and she also takes classes at a local college… I called her on the job thing, asking if she had two jobs. At first she said no, but when I brought up proof, she admitted to working part time at wendy’s and full time at the clinic… She then got very angry and defensive and said that there cant be love without trust and that she wouldn’t be "spying and confronting me" but she would simply trust me… Yesterday I found some condoms again, in a older purse that she has…yet the expiration date on the condoms is 1/2012…. Additionally she says shes a nymphomaniac and yet she isn’t interested in sex a all now…we’ve had sex once in over two weeks. Am I just being paranoid or do I have reason to believe she’s cheating? And what should I do about it? Ive been thinking I should just play dumb and continue my observations until I have real evidence. I just dont want to accuse her for no reason if she’s really just working two jobs and going to college. I want to trust her and I dont want to risk destroying what could be a beautiful relationship… But what should I do?